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Tuesday, November 14, 2006

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Holidays.What is a holiday?Off to work?Off to schools?It seems like an irony right?

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Friday, November 10, 2006

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Confession to a friend.
[A gentle reminded.This is not aim to target anyone and no prize for guessing who the person is.I shall bring the answer to my grave instead of telling you.(don worry i'm not going to kill myself or anything.)]

Lately,I've being thinking a lot about our friendship.Maybe to you, I'm just a nobody, but to me, you are something.I've always treated you as my friend and i've always placed you at the most important place in my heart.
However, your actions always never fail to sting me. It seems to me that whenever I needed your advice or help and you never even really bothered to give me. Even if you do, you'll just do it rather superficially. I'm hurt really. My feelings, everything.It seems that you never really care about it.Yet, you expect me to care a lot for you.I dont really mind about caring for you. Really.Like what I said, I've always placed you at the important place in my heart.
When I need you, you are always never by my side. You were always busy with other people. You want their friendship but never mine. When your other friends are not by your side, you came to me and talk to me. Why this way? If you think that is plain jealousy that I'm feeling, no, you are wrong.Is not that.Is about the basic respect that a friend should have.Moreover, is not the first time. Really. I have being taking this for so long ( i really mean very long) and I really cant take it anymore. The hope that you will change this attitude towards me, the flame......Apparently it seems that it has become dimmer than ever.
I really dont know what to say about our friendship.Do i still have the strength to forgive you?Or rather do I still have the energy to tolerate all these?I do not know. I'm tired of this. I want to give up on you. But your pleading look and so on and your friendly smile towards me......Is making my heart a big rojark.I dont know what to do.I'm not perfect and I know I have my flaws.I dont demand much from you, all I asked is the decent respect that a friend ought to have.Is that too much to ask?

[[* OfF tO mY lItTlE wOrLd *]] 9:26 PM

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

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自由
我还站在原地
等着你回头
也许你永远都看不见我
但对你的爱我无怨无悔
这是我的选择
请你尊重它
不要叫我放弃
我已无力再呼吸
唯有对你的爱才让我重生
爱你太深不是一个错
是我的自由
[Chunyu copyrighted.all rights reserved =)]

First time trying out in writing lyrics.If anyone ever reads this do give me some comments ya?

[[* OfF tO mY lItTlE wOrLd *]] 8:25 PM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

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Haha..I know that my blog has being laid dormant for a long time but alas..Is my private diary isnt it?Well I got a choice to blog or dont and anyway there's nobody visting my blog anyway..haha but who cares?It is even better for me..
Currently I'm attached to korean dramas and I really love these dramas.To me, I do feel that korean dramas are really better than those Taiwan ou xiang ju all those(a big sorry to those who love these shows).
Now, let me evaluate the show that i am currently attached to...That is the on-going drama Princess Hours.
The lead actress, Yoon Eun Hye acts as Chae Hyung(picture from wikipedia) , a bubbly and cheerful high school girl who finds herself unwillingly attached to the Prince and finds herself falling in love with the Prince!
Facts about Yoon Eun Hye:
She was recruited at the age of 15 to join popular girl group Baby V.O.X and left the group on July 2005 (Profile [On-line]--http://www.yooneunhye.org/profile.html ) I'm not too sure about whether the group's around but I remembered that I've read somewhere that the group is currently looking out for new members. (Who Knows?) Anyway, this pretty little girl is the eldest in the family and she stands at a height of 168m! (same height as I am!^^)Wahaha...I really look forward to her new show the Vineyard Man.But I read that she got ill fliming the show.(awww).Anyway Yoon Eun Hye.You go girl!You rock!



I'm sorry if I've accidentally posted something without giving credit to the person who provided the information.I've really forgotten where I've read it but really..I'm sorry about it.Shall blog about the other 3 lead some other time.I'm in no mood to blog.
Anyway here's a song I've written.Hope it doesnt clash with other songs.

--Haze--
You are just like the haze
Stubbon and obstinate
Refuse to go away even when the wind blows
You are driving me crazy
And I'm going nuts
No matter how hard I tried to forget you
It just chokes me harder than before
What can I do to forget you
The pain which you have brought to me
I'm standing alone in the haze
Feeling so scared and lonely
Perhaps the day I forget you
Is the day when the haze go away
Where i feel free and lonely no more.

(chun yu copy-writted.Please don just take this song without giving credit to me)

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

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In this world,who would ever know
-how empty you feel?
-how sad you are feeling?
-how much you have done for them?
-how deeply(and truelly) you felt for them?
-how sincere you treat them?
Who would ever know?
All I know is that no one in this world knows me well..No one..Except my own brother..What a sad life I am living..Haiz..
I'm feeling so emo..maybe is because...

[[* OfF tO mY lItTlE wOrLd *]] 9:41 PM

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